Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Eternal pursuit of my true self.

I always wonder how many of us know our true self. Do you know yourself completely and inside out?No matter how many of us may deny it, it is true that we do not completely comprehend our true self. I dont remember who told me this and neither do I remember when I was told this, but, I do remember a really intriguing line"A human being has problems understanding his fellow human beings because he in the first place does not understand himself completely". I was probably too young to understand it back then but, now I do realize how true it is.It is very true atleast in my case. So true, that sometimes I wonder if I am a patient of multiple personality disorder( and then realize that I should probably watch less of Telugu movies :-)).Every day I am in the pursuit of something. Sometimes it is about why I am feeling so frustated, at other times it is about why I dont like a person and this is a perennial cycle. At times, the whole lot of variation that I posses confuses me while some times it seems enthralling. Every day I learn a bit about this mystery called myself.I know that the day is not far when I will be reasonably understood by my ownself, and even if I dont understand myself totally I will not be disappointed as it is quiet a beautiful journey that is keeping me engaged.

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